I want to buy a pistol. I found it hard hard

[Humaneset]

I am not in the United States, not in Europe. My country forbids people from owning guns. I know dark network, but still did not buy guns. Some pistols only sell five to six hundred dollars, but claim ESCROW. I can not pay. I hope a seller can face to face transactions, but no seller agreed. They are afraid that I am a policeman. In fact, I just like the pistol. No one wants to help me. I'm just complaining.